it's friday. FRIDAY. weekends - my refuge.

i just realised that for the past consecutive days, i have been scolded by cheng during morning assemblies. stupid cheng. stop it la. so many other people around - dont just pick on me. it's so spoiling my mornings. argh. ohhh lisa did today's announcements. hahhas. so cute la!

finally thursday's over. i realise this week that i was so afraid of thursday. yet when it was thursday, it acutally didnt feel that bad. yes, take one thing at a time. i took such a big round to ite macpherson when i got there, i realised that there's 80 la! so stupid pls. felt like banging my head onto the nearest solid. hahas got in there and got lost. found the hall but it was the wrong side. went down, got lost finding the canteen again. hahhas. silly me. the hall is kinda small. lucky dennis was concentrating on field players. (last week was goalie training which i skipped - luckily) HAHAHs. had a considerable amount time for me and carmen. i realise i dont have arm power to throw. and I CANT DO ROLL OUTS. it just go diagonal. hahhas. carmen, her grounder balls got curl one know! i want! OH. when dennis asked me to do throwing against the wall to train my weaker hand, he was puzzled that why i was training my right hand rather than my left. hahhas told me i catch better with my left hand though i am a right-hander. know what he said? dennis: "that can only mean one thing. (pause) You're werid!" =) mz is opening up and i like it. i am begining to like the team. =)

this morning. my eyes were puffy all the way to school. was so tired to even wake up and complete my phy pract. GP lesson made my morning slightly under the weather. we were doing Holocaust mah. such a despressing topic. ais.
i am not surprise that it happened. acutally was kinda waiting for it.
3 consecutive periods of tutorials was pretty draining. when i didnt complete integradtion and physics. felix told me that it's all in the mind about being under the weather. and that should be opptimistic. that's true. but when everything around isnt looking good, and when you are physically tired, there isnt much energy left to be opptimistic. physical tiredness seriously affects ur spiritual and mental state.

was doing the personality test, my first round of results shocked me. okay fine. was doing it with a very negative attitude. but it like woke me up. pris! this is not you! hahas i redid it again and compared it with the one shawn gave us. i changed from a intuitive person to a sensing one. other than that, its the same. yeah, this is not me. priscilla - the cheerful one. i should start living up to that.

finding myself back.