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12:38 AM
An email and throw me into another state of shock.
What is the mail supppose to mean?
That one whole afternoon of crying and bitterness was all but nothing?
Mockery at myself.
How am I suppose to react to that?
Strangely I felt a burdern lifted.
Unnaturally calm and peaceful.
And I hate myself for that
because I know forgiveness is around the corner.
Stop playing me in circles.
oh, the ferris wheel.
